What is this? I don't even....

Fuck it.

I’m waiting for a call from a major job to let me know if i have a major job. In the mean time I’ve officially gotten too low in money. After busting my ass to get a college degree I never thought I’d have to deliver pizzas just to get by. I’ve applied to hundreds of places. No one will hire me. I’m qualified, with a degree in a field that is based off experience and who you know. I happen to know dozens of high up people and have experience on TV, Music Videos and Films. Why can’t i get a basic job? And by job I mean: 
Go to work
Do a kick ass job
AND GET PAID!

I’ve been being pushed around for so fucking long, working 14-20 hour days without so much as a thank you or a paycheck. I’m sick and tired of it and have realized that I’m now broke and broken. I’ll do what I need to do get rid of my debts and to help my family, but I just want to know why the world is out to get me I guess.

No job, No money, No girl, No hope.

Heres to delivering pizza and making more money there than I EVER have making movies.

Fuck it. 

I just want to go back to making movies. It’s been such a long time of answering phones and listening to people talk their bullshit. I’m sick of internships. I’m sick of spending more money getting to work than I get for actually working there. I quit, and now I spend my days playing video games, watching movies and writing.

Today is the beginning of the end of the bullshit.

I have 3 months to achomplish the following:

1.) Get a steady job in film or tv 

2.) Get my own place and start living like a god damn adult

3.) Lose 20lbs you lazy prick

4.) Talk to more women instead of spending every night drinking with the same 4 dudes.

5.) Write more scripts.

No more bullshit. Its only up from here.

I bruised my ribs and have no idea how…I think it might have been the Jim Beam I had with Mike Jones…shit sucks

I got my first gig! I’m going to be a grip for Mike Jones new music video and get my first credited expeience and money! Not really a big fan of Mike Jones but whatever this is going to be awesome, look for it on MTV later in the year!

Might as well jot my thoughts down on here

10 minute short movie

Indiana Jones and the endless crusade

Indiana Jones opens in a cave in the middle of the desert. He is running away from the nazis and has the Holy Grail in his hand. 

The Nazis car crashes and indiana jones, his dad, and his little old british assistant get away. 

Indiana Jones wants to find the value of the supposed holy grail so he looks up apraisers

He finds a place in Las Vegas NV, there you meet Rick (star of Pawn Stars on History)

They haggle over the price of the grail, Rick offers 10 dollars. After Indiana argues, Rick says he’ll call in his “guy whos an expert on holy grails”.

Afterwards, the expert claims it’s priceless, worth billions. Rick offers $50. 

Indiana jumps over table in anger. Roll credits.